Epic

failure...that pretty much sums up what my December was. It started out fantastically and is ending dismally. I had a goal, I had a plan, i had a program that was working, I was in the zone. I had started this blog, i had won a challenge, I was making this my bitch. THEN, my booze laden binge started in Mexico and quite honestly, hasn't stopped. HAD I stayed 100% on plan since winning my challenge, I should have been at goal getting into my dreamy size 10's, hitting an all new low on the scale and could have/would have lost 12 more pounds, instead, I have gained about that much...that's a 24 pound swing. That is pathetic.
I have started back on plan, it's difficult, but after trying to put on a pair of jeans this morning that fit perfectly one month ago and now, lets just say, don't fit so perfectly, it will be worth it.
The size large shirts that I bought back in October and put in the "Christmas fund" thinking, gee these might even be a bit baggy, are not at all baggy...same with the tall black boots that were just a little tight on my huge ass calves. I bought them in October thinking these will no longer be tight in December..guess what...they are still tight..
New year coming time for new goals....
1) Get back to my Dec. 1 weight by Feb.1
2) Instead of trying to win the grand champion prize in the muffin top contest, get rid of some of the bulge.
3) Get back to the basics...for the first 6 weeks or so on plan I lived on chicken and shrimp fajitas...I love chicken and shrimp fajitas..Why am I not eating chicken and shrimp fajitas?
4) Put the fat jeans away for good.
5) Exercise daily
6) By Valentine's Day, I want to be rocking a pair of size 10's.
7) By St. Patrick's Day I want to be in transition.
Rewards
1) When I hit #1, I will buy some salon time
2) When I hit #6 I will purchase the coveted size 10's and I will pay full price for them.
3) When I hit #7 I will do it correctly. I will be the skinny bitch.
Tip:
If you are one of those people who cannot leave the peanut butter alone, buy the little JIF to go packs. They are portion controlled and if you eat the whole little container, oh well...its one serving. I cannot be trusted with a spoon and a jar of JIF, the little to go packs are a life saver...